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any time you want to talk i'm here. send a message anonymously or not and i'll respond as soon as possible. i'll talk to you about anything you'd like, no judgement. if you're considering suicide or self-harm or anything of the like you should know that you're not alone. you really aren't, i'm here and i'm sure there are loads of other people who care about you as well. so please don't kill yourself tonight, you're so much better than that. (also, any messages will be posted unless you specify that you'd like them not to be)

Those are the most memorable. I wanted to kill myself every night that year. I cried myself to sleep. I hate being annoying. I hate how the people who are supposed to be my friends treat me. I just want to shutup, run away, or die. But I won't do either of those things.

by Anonymous

i can’t even imagine.

i’m so sorry, there’s no way you deserved that. it sounds to me like you’re a really great person whose had some unfairly cruel things happen to them.

if your friends are treating you badly, i say ditch them. if they make you feel bad about yourself, they’re not worth it.

you deserve better friends, and i’m sure there are people out there who could make you feel better about yourself.

also, i’m really really glad you’re not considering any of those options :)

Asked 4 months ago | Permalink

I have add, we didn't know then...I had no friends, all the friends I tried to make disliked me. This boy in my math class kept sending me notes telling me he loved me. He didn't know me. I would glare at him or get angry and he would just laugh and make fun of me. He did that the whole year over and over again. My parents yelled at me everyday, money was tight. The list just goes on and on but

by Anonymous

/: hopefully things have gotten somewhat better since then. that sounds really terrible.

Asked 4 months ago | Permalink

(cont.) harder to breath, and hurts a little to breathe too deeply. I almost wish that I've gotten something that will kill me. My friend told me he was a horrible friend, and I agreed with him when I shouldn't have. I'm a horrible person. I feel so alone and I hurt so much but I can't seem to cry. I just want it all to go away...I haven't felt this way since eighth grade (I'm in 11th)...

by Anonymous

it sounds like there’s a lot going on with you.

maybe apologizing to your friend would make you feel somewhat better? i’ve felt really guilty over things like that before, so i know where you’re coming from. you’re certainly not a horrible person though.

and if you don’t mind me asking, what happened in eighth grade that made you feel so bad about yourself?

Asked 4 months ago | Permalink

When I was little I was told a few times I had a perfect life. Yeah. Right. My BFF tells me I shouldn't complain about things, that I'm lucky. But everyone acts like I'm invisible. In the places Everyone is accepted I am an outsider. Everyone's called me annoying and given me looks telling me I shouldnt talk. I'm indecisive. If this is a perfect life, I don't want it. The last few days it seems

by Anonymous

no one has “the perfect life..” and it sounds like you’re really insecure. /:

almost everyone feels like an outsider at one point or another. it just takes time and a little bit of confidence to feel accepted.

Asked 4 months ago | Permalink

Thanks for being here.

by Anonymous

you’re so welcome.

how are you tonight? (:

Asked 4 months ago | Permalink

i’m here, anytime.

anonymously or not, i’ll talk to you as long as you’d like.

please don’t hurt yourself.

please.

4 months ago | Permalink

So I'm going to kill myself very soon. This weekend. I'm sick of living. And I do not want any of this.

by Anonymous

please don’t.

send another message and let me know what’s going on?

i care.

i really do.

Asked 6 months ago | Permalink

My legs are scarred and fresh cuts cover the skin on my stomach arms an legs and back. How did you stop cuttig?

by Anonymous

/: i’m really sorry that you cut. and it sucks, but i dont think there’s any definitive way to just stop cutting. i think most people who cut have stopped at some point, but end up relapsing.

i’ve heard of people drawing like a butterfly or something on their arm and then not cutting in order to “keep the butterfly alive.”

personally, i just like to think about how i don’t want scars. if you cut, you’re going to be left with scars. and maybe now, those scars dont bother you so much.. but one day, when someone you care about sees them, it will hurt them. so you should put your blade down, and try as hard as you possibly can never to do it again.

if you’ve cut on your legs and arms, i assume people have seen or will see them shortly, which is really sad. no one wants to see someone they love hurting themselves, all i can really say is please try to stop. there’s no cure / absolute way to stop, but just try.

another thing i like to do is count days. being clean for a long time is a huge motivation for me personally. i keep track of how long it’s been since i’ve cut, and that keeps me going. (73 days for me personally)

sorry this is so long, but please try your hardest not to cut again.

Asked 6 months ago | Permalink

Im not buying it.

by Anonymous

what are you “not buying”… that self harm is bad?

because to be completely honest if that’s what you’re trying to say i completely disagree. self-harm is a really shitty thing, and it’s not something you should romanticize in the slightest. it’s terrible, it really is. and it’s sad, and it doesn’t just hurt you, it hurts the people who care most about you as well.

Asked 7 months ago | Permalink

Whats your opinion on self harm?

by Anonymous

the same as most people i guess. self-harm is horrible. it can ruin lives and even end them if someone decides to harm themselves to that point. i really don’t think there are many (if any) pro self-harm people out there, at least i’d really hope not.

simply put, it sucks.. and if you’ve never self-harmed before, please don’t start.

Asked 7 months ago | Permalink